WhenIwasachild,Iwasalwaysthinkingaboutmyfuture.Atthattime,Iwaslongingformanycareers,suchasengineer,soldier,teacher,doctorandsoon.SowhenIwasbeenaskedwhatwereyougoingtobe,Icananswerquickly,butoften,thisdayIsaidIwasgoingtobeascientist,thenextdayIchanged.Somyfamilysawitjustajoke,atmost,adream.
Howtimeflies!
TodayIamauniversitystudent,mythoughtisalsogrowing.IhavetostudytodayandactuallyitisnothatbusysothatIhavetimetothinkaboutmyfuture.SonowIclearlyknowwhatIamandwhatIwouldlike.
Duringthecomingfouryears,Iwilltrymybesttogetthroughallunitsandwork.Anyway,ifIdon’tputeffortinlearning,Ican’thaveenoughknowledgeintothesociety.InordertostayinGuangzhou,Ihavenochoicebuttofight!
However,everythingisnotsosure.Evenitdoesn’thappenwhatyouhope.ThenIhavenoideabutgobacktomycityandfindacommonjob.Ithinkitisbetterthanstayheretowastemoneyandtime.
Maybesomeoneisrightandshesaidstudyingisnotmeanseverything.So,tocollectsomeworkexperienceisbetterthanstayheretostudythepuretheory.
Nopain,nogain.Tomytomorrowandfuture,Ihavetogonow!
Hereinbefore,Iexpressedmythought,andIwrotethecompositionwhenIwasafreshmanintheuniversity.Justlikeitsays,3yearspassedquickly,nowadays,IfounditinmydocumentwhenIwascleanedmycomputer.Ifeltconfused,why?Ilostmyactuationandenthusiasm.That’snotwhatIwant.Butactually,itneverbackagain.Beingahuman,Ican’tmissyou.
Nowit’srighttimeformetofindajob,wouldIrealizemyself?SoshameformethatIstillcan’tanswer.ButIhaveastrongwillthatImustbestayinGuangzhou,ifIwouldliketobesuccessful.Guangzhou,thebigcity,givesmeastandpoint!