Foryourquestion,

　　Iwanttobegintheanswerbythequote"whatyouwillgetwhatyousow,yousowhatred,youwillharvesthatred."

　　Fromtherelationshipbetweenyouandyourfatheryouhaveshowed,Iknowthatyourfatherdidnottakehisresponsibilitiesasafatherseriously.Maybeinhisheart,therearesomekindoflovewhichshouldbegiventoyou,buthenevermakeyouknowtheloveisexistent.

　　Sowhenyousaidthatyoubelievethatwhatyouwillgetwhatyousow,yousowhatred,youwillharvesthatred,youwanttodonothingasasontomakeyourfatherfeelnogoodforrevenge.

　　Ifso,Ithinkitiswrong.

　　Iwanttotellyouthatthequote"whatyouwillgetwhatyousow,yousowhatred,youwillharvesthatred."isalsosuitableforyou.

　　ifyouwanttoenjoythehappinessaboutthefamily,youshoulddosomethingfirsttochangethesituation.

　　ifyousow,youwillgetwhatyouwant.

　　Loveyourfather,dosomethingtolethimunderstandthatyouarehisson,andhewhotheonlykindofpeopleisveryimportantforyou.

　　Tryyourbest,tosowthelove,andyouwillgettheloveyouwant.

　　Ifyousowthehatred,youwillharvesthatred.

　　Whynotchangeyourworldbyyourself

　　Ihopemywordscanhelpyou,goodnight.