{"content":"Iwasjustoutofcollegeuff0conlythreedaysintoagraduateuff08u7814u7a76u751fuff09yearinEnglanduff0candIwaspullingaheavybagandsuitcaseuff08u7bb1u5b50uff09throughtheLondonUndergrounduff0eIwasalsocryingout

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　　I was just out of collegeuff0conly three days into a graduate uff08u7814u7a76u751fuff09year in Englanduff0cand I was pulling a heavy bag and suitcaseuff08u7bb1u5b50uff09through the London Undergrounduff0eI was also crying out of controluff0e

　　The day before yesterdayuff0cmy uncle told me never to speak to himuff0chis wifeuff0cor my two cousins againuff0eEarlieruff0cI made a jokeuff0eI didn't mean to hurt my aunt's feelingsuff0cbut it diduff0eI spent the evening in an ugly blue telephone booth uff08u7535u8bddu4eaduff09uff0ecrying as I spoke to a family friend who lived in Englanduff0e

　　When I left the phone boothuff0cI went back to a silent house with three closed bedroom doorsuff0eIn the morninguff0cI heard everyone get up and leave for work and schooluff0eI wrote a note to say sorry and pulled my bags to the train stationuff0eWhen I got into Londonuff0cI had to take the underground to Angel Station to get to my family friend's houseuff0e

　　I was familiar with the undergrounduff0cbut at the timeuff0cit was just endless white tilesuff08u74f7u7816uff09uff0eComing to England seemed like a bad decisionuff0eCrying yet againuff0cI tried to lift my suitcase up the stairsuff0e

　　When I was trying hard to walk forwarduff0cthere were handsuff0eEach time I faced another group of stepsuff0ca hand would lift the suitcaseuff0eAt the top of the stepsuff0cthe hand would let gouff0cand I'd pull the suitcase to the next groupuff0eAnd just as I wanted to try againuff0canother hand would appearuff0e

　　It happened several timesuff0eI never looked upuff0cbecause I couldn't stop cryinguff0eEach hand looked differentuff0cand many different people helped meuff0cwithout asking or saying anythinguff0eI couldn't look upuff0eI wasn't able to say thank youuff0e

　　I went on to have an amazing year studying in Englanduff0cbut that was the last time I saw or spoke to any of my uncle's familyuff0eYet when I think aboutthatterribl