Myeighthgradeconsistedof28classmates．Wekneweachothersowellthatmostofuscoulddistinguisheachother'shandwritingataglance．Althoughwegrewuptogether,westillhadclassoutcasts．Fromsecondgradeon,asmallgroupstartedharassing（骚扰）twoorthreeoftheothers．Iwasoneofthosetwoorthree,thoughIdidn'tknowwhy．Inmostcaseswhenchildrengetpickedon,theyaren'tgoodatsportsortheyreadtoomuchortheywearthewrongclothesortheyareofadifferentrace．Butinmyclass,weallreadtoomuchanddidn'tknowhowtoplaysports．Wehadalsobeenbroughtuptocarefullyrespecteachother'srace．Thisiswhatwassostrangeaboutmysituation．Usually,peoplearemadeoutcastsbecausetheyareinsomewaydifferentfromthelargergroup．Butinmyclass,largedifferencesdidnotexist．Itwasasiftheoutcastswereinventedbythegroupoutofaneedforthem．TheharassmentcameintheformoflaughterwhenItalked,androlledeyeswhenIturnedaround．IfIwasoutontheplaygroundandapproachedagroupofpeople,theyoftenfellsilent．Sometimes,someonewouldnotseemecomingandIwouldcatchthetailendofajokeatmyexpense．TherewasanothergirlinourclasswhowasperhapsevenmorerejectedthanI．Sheprovidedthegroupwithalotofmaterialforjokes．OnedayonepopulargirlcameuptometoshowmesomethingshesaidIwouldn'twanttomiss．Wewalkedtoacomeroftheplayground．Threeorfourgirlstherewerereadingaloudfromasmallbook,whichIwastoldwasthegirl'sdiary．Isatdownand,laughingtillmysideshurt,heardmyvoicefinallymixedwiththeothers．Oftenbeingacceptedbyothersismoresatisfyingthanbeingacceptedbyoneself,eventhoughthesatisfactiondoesnotlast．Lookingback,IwonderhowIcouldhaveparticipatedinmakingfunofthisgirlwhenIknewperfectlywellhowitfelt．IfIwereinthatsituationtodayIwouldreactdifferently,butIcan'thonestlybesure．

　　我第八年级由28个同学.我们彼此非常好,我们大多数人都能相互区分的笔迹一看就知道.虽然我们一起长大,我们仍然有阶级的弃儿.从二年级开始,一小群骚扰（骚扰）两个或三个人.我是一个那两个或三个,虽然我不知道为什么.在大多数情况下,当孩子挑选,他们不擅长体育或他们读过多或他们穿错衣服或是不同种族的.但是在我的课堂上,我们都读的太多,不知道如何发挥体育.我们也被带到地尊重对方的比赛.这就是我的情况很奇怪.通常,人们取得的弃儿,因为他们在某些方面不同于大集团.但是在我的课堂上,大的差异是不存在的.就好像是被遗弃的人发明的小组的一个需要他们.

　　骚扰是在笑的形式时,我说,滚的眼睛时,我转过身来.如果我是在操场上,走近一组人,他们经常陷入了沉默.有时候,别人不会看到我来了,我会在一个笑话我的费用的末端.

　　有一个女孩在我们班谁比我更拒绝她有很多材料的组的笑话.一天,一个受欢迎的女孩向我走来,向我展示她说什么我都不想错过.我们走到一个角落的操场.三或四个女孩有朗读的一本小书,我告诉了女孩的日记.

　　我坐下来,笑到我的两侧很痛,听到我的声音,最后与其他混合.经常被别人比被自己更满意,即使满意不上.回头看,我想知道如何参与取笑这个女孩的时候,我非常清楚这种感觉.如果我今天在那种情况下我会有不同的反应,但我真的不能确定.