谁能告诉我这篇英文文章的中文意思?Iwantedto"savehim"Iwantedtosavehimfromtheinevitablewhichiswhathasjusthappened.Hisfamilyandhislovedonesalsowantedtosavehimfromthisaswellbutdidn'tknowhowandthiswas
谁能告诉我这篇英文文章的中文意思?
Iwantedto"savehim"Iwantedtosavehimfromtheinevitablewhichiswhathasjusthappened.
Hisfamilyandhislovedonesalsowantedtosavehimfromthisaswellbutdidn'tknowhowandthiswas14yearsago.Weallworriedthatthiswouldbetheoutcomethen.
Atthattime,Intryingtosavehim,Ialmostlostmyself.
Hewasanincrediblydynamicforceandpowerthatwasnottobeunderestimated.
Whenheuseditforsomethinggood,Itwasthebestandwhenheuseditforsomethingbad,Itwasreally,REALLYbad.
MediocritywasnotaconceptthatwouldevenforasecondenterMichaelJackson'sbeingoractions.
Ibecameveryillandemotionally/spirituallyexhaustedinmyquesttosavehimfromcertainself-destructivebehaviorandfromtheawfulvampiresandleecheshewouldalwaysmanagetomagnetizearoundhim.
Iwasinovermyheadwhiletrying.
Ihadmychildrentocarefor,Ihadtomakeadecision.
ThehardestdecisionIhaveeverhadtomake,whichwastowalkawayandlethisfatehavehim,eventhoughIdesperatelylovedhimandtriedtostoporreverseitsomehow.
AftertheDivorce,IspentafewyearsobsessingabouthimandwhatIcouldhavedonedifferent,inregret.
ThenIspentsomeangryyearsatthewholesituation.
Atsomepoint,ItrulybecameIndifferent,untilnow.
AsIsithereoverwhelmedwithsadness,reflectionandconfusionatwhatwasmybiggestfailuretodate,watchingonthenewsalmostplaybyplayTheexactScenarioIsawhappenonAugust16th,1977happeningagainrightnowwithMichael(AsightIneverwantedtoseeagain)justashepredicted,Iamtruly,trulygutted.
AnyillexperienceorwordsIhavefelttowardshiminthepasthasjustdiedinsideofmealongwithhim.
HewasanamazingpersonandIamluckytohavegottenasclosetohimasIdidandtohavehadthemanyexperiencesandyearsthatwehadtogether.
Idesperatelyhopethathecanberelievedfromhispain,pressureandturmoilnow.
HedeservestobefreefromallofthatandIhopeheisinabetterplaceorwillbe.
Ialsohopethatanyoneelsewhofeelstheyhavefailedtohelphimcanbesetfreebecausehehopefullyfinallyis.
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