WhenmyhusbandIandiedin2014，tendaysafterbeingdiagnosedwithcancer，Iwascompletelybrokenup．Hewasjust54．We'dplannedto（41）___togetherandlivetheyearstothefullest．Atfirst，the（42）___ofspendingthefollowin

　　When my husband Ian died in 2014，ten days after being diagnosed with cancer，I was completely broken up．He was just 54．We'd planned to（41）___together and live the years to the fullest．

　　At first，the（42）___of spending the following years of my life without him left me feeling（43）___．I was in deep（44）___having lost him．But as time passed，I began to（45）___that life is so precious，and none of us can（46）___what's around the comer．

　　I realized I could sit at home and（47）___Ian，（48）___I could make the most of every moment of my life．Three months（49）___he died，a friend mentioned a choir run by a（50）___Tenovus Cancer Care，which was for anyone（51）___by cancer．I've（52）___loved to sing，so I agreed，That decision really has changed my（53）___．

　　We rehearse （排练） once a week and perform（54）___to raise money．We sing inspiring songs like"You've Got a Friend"which really（55）___all of us．

　　Spending time with the choir，I have not only made a whole new friendship circle，but I feel so（56）___，which has been fantastic for my（57）___wellbeing．

　　I（58）___money for the charity too，including travelling a long way to Machu Picchu，where I scattered （播撒） some of Ian's ashes，I know Ian would（59）___my decision to look after myself．

　　Living a good life，and finding ways to enjoy my retirement，is the best（60）___I can offer him．

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