BorninthecityxxxxxxxxxCounty,aremotemountainvillage,Ihadahappychildhood,althoughparentsarenotaround.Underthecareofgrandfatherandgrandmother,IenteredprimaryschoolcampuswhenIwassixyearsold.Ascomparedtoremotevillages,wherechildrendonotneedtogotokindergarten,andevenmanykidsgrowtoschoolagearestillnotcan'tgotoschool.SoIfeelverypleasedbecausIcangotoschool.Wakeupearlyeverydaytohavebreakfastmadebymygrandmother,carryingmybookstoschoolearlytograbthetopoftheotherstotheschool.
Iwasstilltooyounginadditiontofeelfuntogotoschool,afewkilometerseverydaybackandforthtothemountainalsofeeltired.Nootherthing.Untilgraduatingatprimaryschool,Iascendedtotowncentersmallmiddleschoolwithexcellentresult.Becauserelativelygoodresults,Igainednationalgenomicssubsidies,noneedtopaymytuitionandboardingfees(tensofmilesawayfromthehometoschool,andschoolustostudyearlyandnightclasses)Notonlythat,thereareonehundreddollarseachtermmulti-livingallowance,thattimeformeisnotasmallnumber.Mattermoreencouragedmetolearnseriously.Mygradesimprovedsignificantlyslowly,
Afterthreeyears,Ionceagainenteredthebesthighschoolofthecounty,butIwastheworstinside,Iknewthatthegapbetweenmyselfandothersthere,suddenlyincreasedknowledgeletmecan'tadapt,Iamconfused,Idonotknowhowtolearn,alsodonotknowlearnforwhat.Learninghasbecomeaburden,italldependsonmymoodtolearn,andoftenbealearningperiod,Ifeeltired,soletmyselfrelaxanddonothing.Orsometimesareinterestedtolearn,toread,whenIwasnotinterestedIaccompaniedtheothers,sleeporgoshoppingwithothers.
Iinadvertentlythirdyear,thepavementfromavarietyofexercises,andIactuallylikedthefeelingofexposurewithbookspiledinsideknowledgesimplylike,andnothoughttohowtolearn,howtotesttheschool.
Finallythecollegeentranceexamination,hasexperiencednumerousanalogentranceI,whentheexaminthefirststagefright,becausethatiswhatIjustfoundoutthatmyhighschoolunexaminedspent,nogoalisnottopursue,whatIshoulddoaftertheexamwhatIcando---Idonotknow
AsacountrywithaspiritofAhQ,I,soonfoundconsolationownreasons;finishedfirsttosayit,afterit'sclearwhosaidit?
Itturnsoutthatthereisagoodmentalitytodothingsthatyoudoalreadywonhalfthebattle.Ihavetosavetwocontrollinesaboveresults,havethequalificationstoenterthetwoschools