【一道英语阅读题（高中水平）先说题目好了,09年北京卷A篇57.UponleavingforAmericatheauthorfelt_______.A.confusedB.excitedC.worriedD.amazedIbegantogrowupthatwinternightwhenmyparentsandIwerereturningfrommyaun】

　　一道英语阅读题（高中水平）

　　先说题目好了,09年北京卷A篇

　　57.UponleavingforAmericatheauthorfelt_______.

　　A.confusedB.excited

　　C.worriedD.amazed

　　IbegantogrowupthatwinternightwhenmyparentsandIwerereturningfrommyaunt'shouse,andmymothersaidthatwemightsoonbeleavingforAmerica.Wewereonthebusthen.Iwascrying,andsomepeopleonthebuswereturningaroundtolookatme.IrememberthatIcouldnotbearthethoughtofneverhearingagaintheradioprogramforschoolchildrentowhichIlistenedeverymorning.

　　Idonotremembermyselfcryingforthisreasonagain.Infact,IthinkIcriedverylittlewhenIwassayinggoodbyetomyfriendsandrelatives.WhenwewereleavingIthoughtaboutalltheplacesIwasgoingtosee-—thestrangeandmagicalplacesIhadknownonlyfrombooksandpictures.ThecountryIwasleavingnevertocomebackwashardlyinmyheadthen.

　　首先我有一点不明白,第一段说他不能忍受离开家,在车上都哭了,但是第二段又说他想象目的地（这里是指将要去的美国吗?我不太理解）的美好景色,并且丝毫不在乎将要离开家乡（ThecountryIwasleavingnevertocomebackwashardlyinmyheadthen是这个意思吗?）,不太理解作者到底什么心情.这道题答案是excited,怎么看出来的?

　　如果可以,把这两段的意思给我讲一下,另外“ThecountryIwasleavingnevertocomebackwashardlyinmyheadthen”这句话什么意思?

　　那第一段哭是怎么回事？那是哪个时间点？