Mycollegelife

　　Asasophomore,Iamfeelingthetimeflies.Recallingaboutthepastoneyear,somanythoughtsarefloodinginmymind.Atthistime,Ijustcan’ttellmyrealidea.Thememoryisjustlikesofresh,andallthethingshappenedyesterday!

　　WhenfirstdayIcametoUniversity,Ireallyfeelthattheschoolisverygood,butatthefirstsightofthedormitory,somethingdisappointingcomeuptome!Theconditionofthedormitoryisreallyverypoorwithonlyoneroom,nolavatory!Isawsomethingsadinmyfather’seyes,maybethattimehethoughtofthepoorcondition!Sowithabigsmileonmyface,Itoldmyfather”itdoesn’tmatter,Dad.Inthiskindofcondition,Iwillgetmyselfbetter!”Myfatherfeltbetter.Butwhenhewascomingback,seeinghisback,Ijustwantedtocry!IfeltinthiscityIwasjustisolated,fromthattime,Isaidtomyself,“youhavenootherswhocanhelpyouhere,justdependonyourself”

　　AndthenIcametomydormitory303.IconsideredthatIwouldspendfouryearshere(infactImovedtoanotheroneyearlater)andmydormmatesareallthere.MostofthemcamefromSichuanandtheywerechattingwithahappyvoice,butIcan’tunderstandthem!Again,Ifeltmyselfisolated!Ihatedthatkindoffeeling,andthenIsaidtohellotothem!Tomysurprisetheyareveryfriendlytomeandwarm-hearted!Inolongerfeltafraid.AndIgotalongwellwiththem.Butatthefirstnighthere,IburstouttotearsforthatIwasmissingmyfamily.Idon’tknowwhy.EverydaywhenIwasathome,Iwasjusteagertogotoschool,toexperiencethewonderfulcollegelifebutwhencominghere,Iamjusteagertogoback!It’squitestrangethough,youmustknowthiskindoffeeling!

　　Justspendingabout2dayshere,wewereonourwaytomilitarytrain.Tous,it’safreshtrainandakindofexperiencetoknowthelifebetweentheclassmates.Buttome,Iwasnervousbutexcited.ThiswasmyfirstandprecioustrainlifebecausebeforegoingtoschoolIhavebeenstayingwithmyfamily.So,youknow,it’sjustthiskindoffeelingIcan’tconveyitclearly!Thetrainlifeisimpressiveoneverybody;wehadalotofactivities,forexamplegivingaspeechonastageorsingingtogetherorplayingbasketball.Atthattime,Ifeltmyselfsolittleamongthem.Allofthemhaveaspecialtalentbutnotme.Iadmiredthembutmeanwhilejealousy.Whydon’tIhavethiskindoftalent?AmIstupid?Ialwayssaidtomyself.SothattimeIwasalsoveryambitious,justeagertocatchupwiththem.Excepttheclassmates,thetrainerinourteamalsoleftadeepimpressiononme!Hewasnotveryhandsomeandverykind.Justbecauseofhiskindnessresultsinmylaughterwhentraining.HealwayssaidtomethatIshouldbeseriousintheteambutIdidn’tlistentohim.Soafteralongtime,wheninvestigatingthetrainingresult,Igavethemadisappointinganswer.Thehighest

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