Andmanyothers,IalsothinkthateveryoneisnotmuchfeelingtheNewYear;andmanyothers,IwillalwaysmissthechildhoodNewYear'stime.Miss,notbecausethatwasalotofgoodNewYear,maybejustanostalgicforit.

　　ChildhoodNewYeartimeforme,andnotmuchfun,thoughbythenfullofflavor.Intheso-calledtastearereflectedinoveramonthbeforethebeginningofthehustleandbustle.Althoughnotveryold,butIhaveandadultsbusyfortheNewYear.Fatherwasaverylazyperson,siblingsaresmall,astheeldestoffoursiblings,heavylaborwillnaturallyfallonmymother'sshoulders.NewYearNewYeartobebusy.TheNewYearwasallhand-madetheirownhomes.Steamedricecake,steamedbread,tofu,bakedpancake,everythingisdeliberately,speakingsimple,butitisaRoadprogram,andsomeusetheflatbedtruckpulledintothemillgroundintopowderandthenthingsstartedtodosomeandeventhatispushingalittlebitofgrindingoutstone,cumbersomeandcomplex.Iwassobusywiththemotherbehind,morningandafternoon,untiltheNewYear'sEvetoalllivebusy,thenbusyZhawanZi,friedpeanuts,friedmelonseeds.Theseactivitiesaresimple,allIamapersonbusy.

　　ThirtyatnightNewYear'sEve,amansittingdumplings,itismainlybusywithmymom.Impressedmemostwaswhendumplingsarevegetarian,somecabbageaddpasta,addsomepickledcabbagevermicelli.Becausemyfamilywaspoor,saidonseveralkilogramsofmeatarareNewYear,themothercouldnotbeartoeat,keepthehousegueststoeatyearslater.Atthattimemyheartisalwaysthinking,whattoeatonNewYear'slastmealandmeatdumplings,plusniceah.Packfinisheddumplings,mymotherathomeandthencleanupthepack,Iwenttoaneighborledthebrothersandsistersathomeandwatchtheparty.TelevisionismyhomeIcanaffordinhighschool,thatwasthemid-ninetiesofthelastcentury.Beforewelookatthepartyonlytotheneighbortosee.

　　HappyNewYearifthereis,thatis,stoppingbyNewYear'sDaytoNewYear,canrecoveralotofsnackstoeat,whatfrittersah,candy,ah,ahmelonseeds,peanuts,ah,toeatwhattheyeatlessthanusual,whichisThegreatestpleasureoftheNewYear.Familywaspoor,notontheChineseNewYeariswearingnewclothes,sonowIwearnewclothesonNewYearthereisnoconcept.Morecannotgetsomemoneythen,sobig,I'veneverwonsomemoneyfromtheirparentsthere.Earlymastersofthepoorchildren,andIwasneverenviousofpartnerswhocangetsomemoney,Icanunderstandthedifficultiestheirparents.

　　NowthinkbacktowhentheChineseNewYearChineseNewYearisdefinitelynofunnow.Comparedtothen,nowtheNewYearjustascomfortableasinheaven.Whydowealwaysthinkofcanbetasteless,andcannotfindtheoriginalsenseofit?Ourheartsmaybeindifferenttothebar.Materialwealthandimproveourlives;busyrhythmanddisruptourstateofmind.Welostandlonely,cannotstandbusy.Toobusy,andwecomplaintootired;toobusy,wewillfeelveryboring.Wehaveeverythingmaterially,butintheendthatmyheartisempty.Donotknowifthatisnotatragedy.

　　PerhapsmypersonalNewYearisalwaysalotofregret,therefore,althoughthetasteisnotstrongChineseNewYear,butIstilltreasureandenjoythisfeeling.Dayfreetospendtheirtime,freelydisposeoftheirfeelings,howgooditistoenjoyah.Regardlessofhowothers,theannualtasteoutoftheirowntoo.Enjoyahappyholiday,leavingaXianxin,haveameditation,alittlemorecarefully,addali